Red Score

28-29 October 2009


Got a red score. AGAIN.
What’s wrong with me? Everyone reach the top, while I still on the ground.
Everyone got 9 while I just got 8
Everyone got 8 while I just got 7
Everyone successed while I failed.

So shame when see that deadly score. Really wanna cry.
Hoping I was sleep and that bad things just a nightmare. Only. Not more

Then lying to parents. Say that the score was same, all of.
And they just believe caused I’m their golden child.
OMG twice.

Why my parents always hung their hope to me?
Why my vellas have to be cheated and got a great score? Isn’t better to be pure?
Why there’s such a thing called midterm ?

WHY MY SCORE HAS TO BE THAT BAD???




Enough for the posting today.
Really have to sleep. Wanna release the migraines.
And hope what happened today JUST a NIGHTMARE !